Overwhelmed. I read
the news today, oh boy. More infections, more deaths, more restrictions. We need
the lockdown and the tier system to prevent the NHS from being overwhelmed. But
I feel overwhelmed just hearing about it, Lord. Those graphs seem to be
levelling off at the moment, but who knows what will actually happen next. And
if the situation really is so serious, and it is, isn’t it, how do I deal with
those five days of Christmas? What, if anything, should I plan? And what will
other people do?
I feel overwhelmed by
the solemn pronouncements which are issued so regularly. In all honesty I live
in a relatively good situation, but I can’t just live cosily in my own bubble
of complacency and self-isolation. It disturbs me for my own being and for
other people. Loss of livelihood and resources, with more and more shops,
restaurants, pubs, airlines etc closing down or shedding employees like autumn
trees have lost their leaves. I care. And I worry for people with few resources
to fall back on.
I can see that is why
we hear talk about the mental health of the nation. It is upsetting to think of
the hardship that many people are under, and the thought that apart from money
concerns there remains the threat posed by the virus. Feeling overwhelmed is a
mental health issue, and life always has the potential to cause that sudden
shock which disturbs, yet now that uncertainty is so widespread.
This world brings
many changes, it always has, but right now they can threaten to overwhelm us. I
look to God for a sense of her nurturing, protecting presence and abiding love.
I am holding on as best I can and I want to carry others in hope.
Lord, when we
feel overwhelmed reach out to calm and reassure us. When the storms of life
threaten to sink our fragile boat, speak your word of peace to our hearts. Save
me from the luxury of self-pity that I may remain faithful to sharing your
loving ways with others, for nothing in all creation can separate us from you.
Prayers of Life revisited….
Some while ago, Michel Quoist, a Catholic priest, published
a book called Prayers of Life. It became extremely popular, as it took situations
from everyday life, contemplated them and prayed about them. It encouraged a closeness
or familiarity with God - present in
everyday events and observations - which made a profound contrast with the
churches’ forms of worship at the time which were almost entirely the Book of
Common Prayer and the Latin Mass, neither of which was particularly
contemporary…….
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